I totally want to do a guitar cover on this awesome song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a47Y1lCRHlM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Just breathe
If there was a theme song for "Ready to Breathe" it would be this one:
Listening to this just reduces the stress levels that's going through right now. As a reminder to myself, "just breathe."
Listening to this just reduces the stress levels that's going through right now. As a reminder to myself, "just breathe."
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Face. Desk.
A lot of times when I'm being straightforward I tend to throw people off.
I am so awkward. I don't know how to handle these situations. What situations? People in general, I suppose. Sometimes I need people to spell it out for me rather than telling me to "figure it out." I understand things more directly than indirectly. It would be like me asking Yoda, "What do you mean the force is around me? How?" When I'm stuck, I turn to a few friends who has a great degree in knowing my personality and my actions to guide me. They tell me things that I'm too blind to notice or paint me a bigger picture of the problem so I would understand.
I believe I create damage when I do things passively. A lot of times I am unaware of it. Sadly. Sometimes people get offended when I take too long to think about what I have to say because I tend to take my time to collect, comprehend, and formally say what's necessary. Otherwise, it will be a sea of verbal vomit.
Personally, I think being absent from social interactions is better than me creating more damages when I go out. Or is it being absent from social interactions has made me worse?
Excuse me for being very vague in this post. My mind is not in the right place right now and I'm not sure how to express a lot of things into words. When my words are limited, my communication is limited.
I am so awkward. I don't know how to handle these situations. What situations? People in general, I suppose. Sometimes I need people to spell it out for me rather than telling me to "figure it out." I understand things more directly than indirectly. It would be like me asking Yoda, "What do you mean the force is around me? How?" When I'm stuck, I turn to a few friends who has a great degree in knowing my personality and my actions to guide me. They tell me things that I'm too blind to notice or paint me a bigger picture of the problem so I would understand.
I believe I create damage when I do things passively. A lot of times I am unaware of it. Sadly. Sometimes people get offended when I take too long to think about what I have to say because I tend to take my time to collect, comprehend, and formally say what's necessary. Otherwise, it will be a sea of verbal vomit.
Personally, I think being absent from social interactions is better than me creating more damages when I go out. Or is it being absent from social interactions has made me worse?
Excuse me for being very vague in this post. My mind is not in the right place right now and I'm not sure how to express a lot of things into words. When my words are limited, my communication is limited.
Monday, October 5, 2009
October.
October. October.
There is romance in the air during this time as couples like to dress up together, but I need someone to be around with during the spooky times. Kind of hard to choose because new potentials are everywhere.
Ughhhhhh! I wish he would talk to me more often! ;o; Maybe he thinks I'm not interested in him, but I don't know how to go about talking to people. What is there to say? Sometimes I wish it was easy like with Mr. Free-spirit, but he may have plans.
Onto bike riding, I don't think I'll be riding out with OD this month since I had a creepy experience with a 33-year-old hitting on me and that he looks forward in seeing me every week. :( CREEEEEEEEPY. *shudders*
There is romance in the air during this time as couples like to dress up together, but I need someone to be around with during the spooky times. Kind of hard to choose because new potentials are everywhere.
Ughhhhhh! I wish he would talk to me more often! ;o; Maybe he thinks I'm not interested in him, but I don't know how to go about talking to people. What is there to say? Sometimes I wish it was easy like with Mr. Free-spirit, but he may have plans.
Onto bike riding, I don't think I'll be riding out with OD this month since I had a creepy experience with a 33-year-old hitting on me and that he looks forward in seeing me every week. :( CREEEEEEEEPY. *shudders*
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